bored so im writing my feelings

deep inside an emotion grows with the erge to kill. wanting to scream at the top of her lungs she can't. holding in her pain never letting out. silently dying on the inside but never says a word never complains never cries. no mater how much she wants to she doesn't. no one can match the pain she has felt for years. wanting to end her life many times in the past she never does saddnes feels her heart with the thought of suicide. what would happen if she did die what would happen to her family her friends and the she loves. quitly she sits in her room hiding her pain from others never letting it show. waiting for the pain to disapper and to never return.